Saturday, February 19, 2011

Home Sweet Home 2/19/2011




Yes the rumors are all true!! He's back in Fresno and all tucked in to Casa de Clague. Jon's first conference at CNS revealed that for the most part, Jon has regained himself and is able to rejoin society as his normally high-functioning self. A few deficiencies were observed and through conversations with people that knew him best prior to his accident, these deficiencies have been his burden since childhood. For example, Jon does not multi-task well! Yes, we know this, that is why the phone has a hold button. Biggest surprise, Jon does not respond well to verbal directions.........his response to that finding, "Yeah, I know I don't take verbal directions well. I have built my life in a way that works best for me and that is a life where I give directions". Well said. Another therapist had also noted that she recommends that Jon slow down and not be in such a rush to fix everything. She commented several times on his strong desire to take control of his life again and tackle any obstacles that are currently in the way. Jon's response to this, "Yeah that sounds right, you just met Jon Clague!". CNS served an important role in Jon's recovery but on his own accord, he decided to return home and seek the remainder of treatment in Fresno.


All of this being said, Jon still has quite a bit of recovery to come. No doubt he will be reaching out to friends and family for rides to appointments or outings with the girls. All of the support has not gone unnoticed and if Jon has not shared his thoughts on all of the love and well wishes, be expecting it!!


Since getting home Jon's greatest accolades have been given to seeing his girls this morning for a waffle breakfast and a movie snuggling on the couch, and sleeping in his own bed. He has also had a few visitors which include Barry Jager, sister Beth, sister Jane, brother Nathan, sister Mariah, Ally and Becca, Susan, and various neighbors. The remainder of the weekend will likely be spent handling administrative chores like paying bills and such :)


I hope this long weekend finds everyone in good health and great spirits,


Much love,

Jackee






Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Dinner with Jon and Jackee

Hi all!  I have been meaning to post for a few days.  I went to dinner with Jon and Jackee Saturday night and was so happy to see Jon's progress.  Jon ate nachos and pizza :)  He was on the ball and seemed like the Jon I've always known!  We had a great dinner and I hope to do it again soon.  I spoke to Jon via text today and he told me he has his big "conference" with the CNS specialists tomorrow at 10am.  He is looking forward to good news!
Marianne

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Sunday 2/13/2011


Good evening all!

Jon's Sunday brought him a ton of rest and an equal amount of sports on the tube. For me today was a little bittersweet. I left for home around 11 this morning so I was sad to leave, but the pain was eased when I found out that it was chore day! Lucky me!! Jon's list of tasks included cleaning his apartment complete with vacuuming and wiping down the kitchen. He was able to knock out a couple loads of laundry in between the games. This evening he made himself a pretty tasty looking spaghetti dinner.

Jon also spent time throughout the day talking and texting his friends Calvin, Jason Crawford, Brian Garcia and Barry, his dad, sister Sarah, sister Kristin and Ally and Becca. Jon and I spoke for a long time this evening and he was very vocal about his appreciation of all of the support and well wishes he has been receiving from all of his friends and family. He also said that as each day goes by he is feeling more like his old self and is remembering who he was. His actual words were, "I feel like my brain is attached to my body again". AMEN to that babe, I've been waiting to hear those words leave your lips.

Sleep sweet all,

Jackee

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Saturday 2/12/2011


Happy Saturday all!


Today Jon and I ventured out to Denny's for a late breakfast. Jon ordered a meal fit for a king which included buttermilk pancakes, scrambled eggs, sausage and, of course, bacon :)
It was magical to watch Jon rekindle an old romance! Hahaha....At one point we were waiting for our food to arrive and I asked him if he thought bacon would be too crunchy to eat, he looked at me and said, "Babe, I don't care if it is. I'll suck on it until it's soft enough. Or, I'll put it over the wires on my teeth so my lips don't get torn up anymore". This guy is seriously dedicated!
Around 1PM Jon, Chris (his main nurse) and I all ventured out to Albertson's to complete Jon's weekly grocery shopping. CNS provides a list and a set amount of cash and it is Jon's responsibility to locate all of the items and/or supplement items he may dislike for another similar item in the same category. For example, the dairy category has sliced cheese, shredded cheese, string cheese and cottage cheese. String cheese was checked for him to purchase but he prefers sliced cheese. So he would make the decision to supplement the sliced cheese. He is also watched to make sure he is locating the items without assistance, getting all of the items on the list in the proper portions, and staying within budget parameters. The shopping list is designed so that his diet is balanced regardless of whether he prefers to cook a meal himself or purchase a similar product that may be prepared already or with less 'actual' cooking. Once the purchasing is complete the nurse also watches that he loads the groceries into the car, and unloads them and puts the items away in a logical manner once he gets to the apartment. Jon did awesome in the store, and only became frustrated once when he came to an item that he usually would not eat and didn't see the point in purchasing it. He asked Chris, "Two potatoes? What am I supposed to do with two potatoes? I really don't see myself making anything with potatoes!". Way to take charge, Jon! :)
I'll be honest, as a person that usually avoids the grocery store at all costs, this trip wasn't too bad. I did learn that going to a smaller store does not necessarily save you time....it just means that the signs over the aisles that are designed to give you an idea of what you can get on that aisle are WAY less clear. Who knew that you would find canned fruit on the 'Kitchen Gadgets, Spices and Baking' aisle?!?!?! Confusing!
The grocery store wore us all out a little so now we're back at the apartment watching Monsters vs. Aliens on DVD. Jon was lucky enough earlier to catch the end of the UCLA game and was stoked to see them win, GO BRUINS!! We also got all of the passwords and security keys figured out for him to be able to get onto the internet and Skype with the girls later. YAY technology, finally!
Not sure what adventures our evening will hold. Maybe a movie out, Jon was wanting to see The Green Hornet and we heard there is a really nice theater down the road with reclining seats....I guess we will see!
Much love,
Jackee

Friday, February 11, 2011

Friday Update 2/11/2011

Hello everyone!! I'm very excited to post my 1st 'official' update to Jon's blog. To make things even better, I'm typing this as I'm snuggled up next to the big man himself :) Eat your hearts out!!

Jon is doing amazingly well. He has adjusted to his new surroundings and schedule and has a new sense of self responsibility that I have not seen since his 'awakening'. He woke up early and spent the morning getting himself around, including packing his own lunch - with groceries he had purchased at the market earlier this week! Around 9AM he shuttled over to the CNS facility where he met with several specialized therapists. Each session lasted an hour and were packed full of assessments. The past couple days has been dedicated to assessing Jon's ability to perform a multitude of tasks both physically and mentally; this process will aid the CNS staff in creating Jon's personalized therapy program that will focus on any deficiencies. I'll tell you, these assessments are no walk in the park and had me left scratching my head several times.....OK, truth be told, I was left in the dust most of the time!! But, true to form, Jon got through all of the assessments and was told by each therapist about how advanced he is. It feels good to hear an expert confirm what I have known all along, this guy is special!

Jon's case manager has been very gracious, and being that Jon is functioning so highly, allowed me to take him off site for lunch as well as give him a ride home to his apartment after therapy. We will also be meeting up with his cousin Marianne for dinner this evening. Way to go Jon, scoring all kinds of special privileges!!

While at CNS today Jon's friend Calvin, a pastor here in Bakersfield, stopped in to say hello and drop off a 3 musketeers bar he had picked up for Jon's ever-present sweet tooth. Calvin was also by to visit Jon yesterday. Thanks Calvin, Jon said he really appreciates the support....and the candy!

Currently Jon is watching his boys, the Lakers, play the Knicks....he loves his basketball and you can hear the excitement in his voice while he's chatting about the game with his evening aide. After we get back from dinner Jon has a date to call the girls and hopefully catch up on some face time via skype. He's been looking forward to seeing their beautiful faces all day!

Tomorrow will likely be spent just hanging out. Jon's case manager confirmed that he is able to be signed out for the day during the weekend. He has slimmed up quite a bit while on his liquid diet so we'll probably have an exciting morning buying jeans! After that, who knows!!

Have a great evening all! Until tomorrow,
Jackee

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Want to be a blog author?

I have added several folks as authors to Jon's blog in the hopes that those having interaction wih him during this phase of his recovery will post updates for the rest of us to see. I focused on folks who told me they were hoping to visit him while he is in Bakersfield, but I am happy to add anyone who asks! Let me know with an email if I should add you.

Whether you make it to Bakersfield or just have a few interactions on phone or by text with Jon, you are welcome to blog about it. Your blog need not be long or share anything personal or private.... Just focus on the pieces of your impressions which will help those who love Jon stay in touch with his progress as he recovers from the brain injury, as well as any particular help his friends and family might provide as he moves through this. Of course, any encouraging thoughts you can share to keep the rest of us staying positive will be greatly appreciated!

Thank you all so much for everything you have already done to show your love and concern and support for Jon. He notices and appreciates it all, even when he is not able to remember a visit the next day. I know the love and caring he has been experiencing has made a huge difference in his recovery so far. Let's keep it going!

Monday, February 7, 2011

Update

So Jon had another stellar day today, showing more spontaneous engagement and initiative than I've seen him do so far. He has started using his iPhone to record his daily activities to use later as a memory aid, and even came up with an idea to use the alarm feature on the phone to remind him to record events. Well, okay, I sort of helped prompt that idea, but in the end he did come up with it.

He heard back from his insurance today and they have agreed to cover his stay at CNS--what a relief! I believe it will be an excellent next stop for Jon on his journey. As for me, my own journey tomorrow will take me back to Pennsylvania. I look forward to hearing from others who will post updates on my brother when they pay him visits and then blog about it, and look forward to the day when Jon posts a blog for himself. Given his incredible progress over the three weeks I've been here, I know that day can't be far off.

Signing off for now,
Kristin

Strolling casually to speech therapy (one of the last sessions before heading to CNS Bakersfield).

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Super Bowl Sunday

So somewhat amazingly I was able to secure a day pass today for Jon, and after a movie with him and Courtney at the hospital, whisked him off for an 8 hour field trip! First we stopped his house, where Jon enjoyed a chat on his own couch with Beh and Susan, a tall glass of water that he poured himself in his kitchen, and the spectacle of Ally's snake, Hazel, killing a mouse in the bathtub (who knew it would be such an action packed stop by his house!? Not me.....). He napped on the drive to the cabin and when we got there found his way quickly into the super bowl chamber. At halftime we celebrated Jane's birthday (happy birthday, Janey!!) and at the fourth quarter's start, he, Beth, Xavi and I had to head back down the mountain. All in all, a wonderful time with family and a fun outing for Jon. I suspect he will sleep well tonight.

Some milestones from today: Jon showed a lot of self-awareness this morning when I brought up the possibility of his going up to Shaver for Jane's party. He expressed concern that others might be expecting him to be the usual gregarious host, and told me he didn't quite feel up to that role yet. When I told him he would have no such expectations placed on him, and that he could rest or leave at any time if it got too much, he dmonstrated good limit setting by suggesting we make a sign on a popsicle stick that he could carry, which said, "I was told I wouldn't have to talk to you." I think I could use one of those signs, myself.

That's all for tonight, folks! Hope your team won. Kristin

Saturday, February 5, 2011

2/5/11 Update

Hello, all, and welcome to the first official post to Jon's blog!  I have created this in order to provide a place for all to stay up to date with his progress, and to share their experiences with others after visits to Jon. Additionally, Jon himself stated that he too will use this blog, both as a way to keep in touch with "my people" as he continues his recovery and as a therapeutic tool to help him remember the events of this journey.

For those who have not seen him recently, Jon is looking and acting more and more like the "old Jon!" He made his way down to the cafeteria for breakfast today sans wheelchair, and then through three continuous therapy sessions in a row without (much) complaint, or evidence of fatigue. He walked outside for the first time with PT, signed his name and drew a (nearly correct) blueprint of his house in OT, and solved several word problems in Speech with multiple intentional distractions to test his ability to multitask. Daily the therapists comment on how well he is progressing, and he is taking his work quite seriously because, as he says, "I have to get back to my life."  He especially misses his girls, and was pleased immensely today with  a visit from both, complete with plenty of hugs and stories about school and basketball. Thank you also to Barry, Jason, Vanessa, Susan, Beth, Jackee, and anyone else I missed who visited today. Your visits mean so much to Jon.

Tomorrow is SuperBowl Sunday and as many of you probably know, historically a big day for Jon. Almost unbelievably, I was able to obtain today a "day pass" for Jon for tomorrow, and if all goes as planned I will drive him up the mountain to celebrate his sister's birthday and watch a little football with his family, in Shaver Lake. So no visits to Jon tomorrow....he will not be in to take your calls!  Enjoy your Sundays and Go _(insert your favorite team here)_!!!!

Until tomorrow,
Kristin

Updates Archive (Jan 8 through Feb 4, 2011)

The following “updates” were sent out on an almost-daily basis by a variety of family members after Jon’s accident on January 8, 2011. The recipient list included family and friends and eventually totaled about 100 people who were following Jon’s progress daily. Many, many people responded to these updates with encouraging words and input after their own visits to the bedside; those which were addressed to the entire group are included below, as well. On February 5th the daily updates stopped going out as emails and began to appear on this blog site.

Jan 9, 2011
As many of you know, our son Jon sustained several injuries when the car he was driving at high speed went out of control Friday night. He remains stable in the trauma center at Fresno Community Hospital (Room T-524). He is heavily sedated for pain management reasons and also because of a ET tube. He does arouse and appears to respond to requests of a simple nature which seems to corroborate the negative CT scan of his head. Besides fractures of the jaw right humerus, are many ribs broken which also is paired with a bruise (contusion) to lung. The resulting bruise has decreased his ability to maintain adequate oxygen levels on room air, so extra oxygen is being given. We are waiting for the lung injury to repair itself satisfactorily to allow for the surgeons to repair fractures. And, when the lungs allow the ET tube can come out and he can have a normal passage way. Until then he remains suspended in time and is being sedated. He can receive visitors all day with some exceptions. No flowers; cards can be taped on his wall. All of your prayers are welcomed. It is only speculation but maybe he will be over the lung problems in the next three to four days, and maybe out of ICU in a week. Until then, we hope and pray for his recovery.
Brian

1/10/11
An Update on Monday Morning; Jon was moved to a roto bed which slowly turns him side to side in an effort to prevent bed sores but also to better aerate his lungs. That happened late last night while Bethany was there. No news this AM until we talk to the MDs. No news may be good news.
Thanks to all of you who emailed back .
Brian




1/11/11
Jon has developed a P. E. in each lung. These are small. Treatment is an issue because of the following. Jon's last brain CT showed a small amount of blood in his posterior temporal ventricles, which the neurosurgeons questioned and called calcifications. My review with a second radiologist suggests that this is blood delayed in appearance after his initial CT. The neurosurgeon calls for a new brain CT to help decide on treatment of the PE , the two options being either heparin, or alternative ant-coagulant or an intravenous umbrella. We are waiting for the new CT. Jon's arterial saturations which dipped this am and which led to the pulmonary arterial  CT have improved. Jon's condition is otherwise stable.

1/16/11
Family;
I received a call form one of the thoracic surgeons at the request of Maciej Kopacj. He had many insightful additions to add and offered to get involved. Most importantly was the information that there is a removeable venous filter available which could benefit Jon at the time they turn off the heparin. We need to learn first if the clots came from the legs. Having this available would make his period off heparin a safer bet.  He questioned why if there was concern that Jon had the “HIT” syndrome, why they did not use the alternative drug to heparin. A question still in my mind. Today I hope to get answers to this and more from the medical pulmonologists. Jon’s blood pressure has been up for the past three days. The team assigns it to his anxiety state. I wonder if it could be simply fluid overload. That can be answered by checking the cumulative tally of his inputs and outputs. On the roto-bed they can’t weigh him daily which cold have answered that question. That is another question for the medical team. I am looking forward to a good discussion with Dr. Evans of that team. We plan to be there til maybe 2 when we will visit with Ally and Rebecca. Home earlier today to catch up on some things here.
Brian

1/18/11
Greetings from the 6th floor "lobby."
Jon awoke this morning wanting "to walk," but since he has not been cleared yet by his doctors to roam freely unassisted, instead Jackee wheeled him in his chair down to the cafeteria, where they ate breakfast together. He then wanted to make a detour to the gift shop, where Jon purchased two stuffed animals for his girls. Ally and Becca paid him a visit later that morning, brought by Susan, and presented him with a get well Daddy gift basket they'd made, including sunflower seeds, baseball cards, a rubics cube, a star wars PEZ dispenser, and a book on coaching basketball, as well as several drawings the girls had made for him. It was a reunion enjoyed by all...especially the part when Jon made claws with his hands and monster face with his still-wired-shut grill! Terrifying. I might need to post that on his Facebook wall.

 Because therapy is minimal on weekends, he had only brief sessions this morning but was an alert and active participant by Jackee's report. Luckily he had lots of human interaction to keep his brain rehabbing throughout the day, starting with Jackee in the morning, then Susan and the girls, followed by Beth, Kim Clague and myself with two babies in tow, and then high school friends Scott and Natalie who kept him busy for almost two hours reminiscing and working those neuronal synapses. It was no wonder that he crashed for about 3 hours at 4:30, utterly exhausted! Kim and I let him sleep while we got dinner, then rousted him up for another hour and a half hoping to tire him out before bed. His thinking in the latter part if the day was much more confused, which we attributed to exhaustion. For example, he recalled the events of the whole day until the nap, but after it was unable to tell me who he'd seen that morning or afternoon. This sort of thing is common with brain injuries and is greatly influenced by fatigue, which again speaks to the full--and highly therapeutic-- day Jon had.

 One thing more that must be shared: Jon was complaining to Jackee this morning that her glasses--which usually work well for him--were not working. She asked if he wanted to use his own contacts instead, but he deferred, saying they were too much of a hassle. "Why don't I just take my contact out," says Jon. WHAT!?!?! And he proceeds to pop a contact from his left eye. Hello, contact! You may just hold the record for longest in-place contact. What's even funnier is what Jon said about his missing, right eye contact.

 "That contact may have just saved my life."

As someone visiting said yesterday, Too bad your sense of humor hasn't come back yet, Jon.

Until tomorrow,
Kristin

1/19/11
Hi, everybody. Jonny seemed a bit more alert today, and was definitely more active. The trauma team-his primary group of doctors--came by in the early am and stopped his ativan, which was one of the meds he's been on which can be very sedating. The hope is that with that gone, he will start to become a bit more responsive, and indeed, as the day wore on he did seem to be more active and awake. He did not do much in the way of responding to commands (doctorspeak for "requests" to move limbs, squeeze hands, open eyes, etc) but maybe his girlfriend Jackee will have more to add once she sees him this evening. A big relief today was the discontinuation of the Roto-bed he's been contending with and the return of the regular, flat, ICU bed, which seems a lot more comfortable for Jon and allows for more movement. He was bending his right knee and hip, for example, and moving his head slowly from side to side this afternoon. The plan for tomorrow is to continue to wean off sedating medications (mostly pain meds, at this point) and to watch as his lungs continue to improve so that he may be taken off the ventilator, hopefully in the next several days. Thanks to Dad, Mom, Stacey, Calvin, Jackee, Courtney, Nick and others who stopped by to visit with Jon today. I know he appreciates all the love, both in person and from afar, that he is receiving. Wishing all a good and restful night, Kristin

1/20/11
Hello all. Today seemed a bit better for Jon. Though he remains on the ventilator in the ICU, and his responsiveness waxes and wanes, during his more alert moments he seemed to be following commands at least half the time to squeeze hands, look this way, raise eyebrows, even to attempt a smile. Very encouraging! It seems to take an hour or so to "warm him up," per Jackee, who has been really putting Jon through his paces. Once alert, though, he seems to pretty reliably track visitors with his eyes as they move about his room. Nate, Mariah, Courtney, Stacey, Jackee, Sharon Kopacz, Nick D, and myself all spent some time by the bedside today, and possibly others, sorry if I missed you. He has now been off Ativan over 24 hours, which may have contributed to some of his non-responsiveness, and will likely be on it again for an MRI this evening, which has been ordered to help determine if there is another reason his neurological status is not improving faster. Tomorrow may find him drowsier for that. Also tomorrow his doctors have been asked to consider removing some of his pain meds to see if his responsiveness improves further. The big picture plan is to wean him from the ventilator and move to a med surg bed. Keep the prayers and love coming! Love, Kristin

1/21/11
Greetings, folks.

As expected, Jon was a bit zonked this morning due to the sedating medications given the night before for the MRI. His state of consciousness started to pick back up around 2pm, and by the day's end Jon was again reassuring us by following some commands (raising eyebrows, puckering his lips for "kisses," wiggling his ears, which I didn't know he even knew how to do, and even squeezing hands with his right as well as left side). His state of alertness does wax and wane, however, which is not uncommon for folks who have suffered brain trauma. Additionally, a review of his MRI revealed a couple of things. One, he does NOT have the extensive, small hemorrhages commonly seen with severe injury to the neuronal tracts, also known as "diffuse axonal injury," or DAI. This is a good thing. He does however have what looks to be mild DAI on the right side of his brain, which could account for the fact that his left leg moves less reliably than the right. This is the kind of injury that can repair itself with time and physical therapy. The third notable thing was the continued presence of some fluid accumulation over the brain, in a larger amount than seen previously. This was not surprising, given that the reason for the fluid accumulation (shearing injuries to the small structures which are responsible for reabsorbing cerebral spinal fluid, or CSF) has not disappeared, and it will take some time for this to heal. However, this may necessitate drainage, and may also account for the waxing and waning consciousness. Tomorrow we will talk to the team about their plans for draining this. One other development today was the removal of Jon's chest tube, which had been draining fluid from his injured right lung. No more chest tube! Hooray! His lungs seem to be on the mend and we await the team's decision to wean him from the ventilator, which likely will happen soon. After that happens he may even be eligible for a regular, Med/Surg bed, which would mean visits from his daughters. Double hooray!

Again, many appreciative thanks to those coming by, sending cards, offering to help, holding his hand, holding babies while others hold Jon's hand, and taking care of him in all the ways you are. He feels the love, I have no doubt.

Best,
Kristin

1/22/11—early edition
Needed to get this out right away, more to come tonight, but wanted to let you all know That Jon is awake! And trying to talk through a valve they placed today on his trach!!! And saying things like "my jaw is !?"&$'d up". Shoot up a rocket!! They are holding off on a shunt because he looks so good. Wahoo! It is a great day. Love, Kristin

1/22/11
Hello, all.

What a wonderfully encouraging day it was!  As mentioned in my earlier post, Jon woke up today and started communicating meaningfully!  Neurosurgery was so impressed with his mental status that they are deferring on placing a shunt to drain the fluid collecting around his brain, and instead will watch his clinical status and do a follow up CT to make sure it resolves. Speech therapy placed a valve over his trach so that he could make sounds and he said several things through his clenched jaw, wired shut as it is since the surgery last week. He even spewed some expletives, reassuring us that the Old Jon is indeed on the mend. Doctors at his bedside relayed that he will only have to contend with the wiring for another week. Of note, Jon's memory of the accident is completely absent, and he wanted to hear details but was not able to recall them several hours later, and asked to have his tubes and trach explained multiple times. Additionally, his level of alertness continues to wax and wane, with his foggiest periods occurring for about an hour and a half after he has gotten pain meds. Other changes today included the discontinuation of the chest tube (I though it had come out yesterday, but I was mistaken) and a change to a less powerful narcotic for his pain which will only be given on an as-needed basis. Jon continues to be visited by multiple family members and friends, and asked after by so many of you. Thank you all for your continued prayers and positive thoughts, and above all for the love you have and are showing in all sorts of ways for Jon.  I know he appreciates it.

Hoping for a restful evening for all, but most of all for Jon,
Kristin

1/23/11
Hello.

Today's update will be short, mostly because it seemed to be a fairly uneventful day for Jon. He continued to show signs of having suffered trauma to the brain, and during his alert and awake times he was just as chatty and aware as he was yesterday, which is encouraging. He seemed more tired today, likely from all the excitement of yesterday, so we let him sleep and rest a lot. I have attached a nice handout given to us by the speech therapist yesterday regarding what to expect with brain-injured patients. I would encourage all those visiting Jon to read it, as I will refer to the cognitive levels in my updates from now on. For example, today he vacillated between Rancho levels 3 and 5 when he was not sleeping. Per speech therapy, once folks reach the fourth level, their prognosis will always include progression through the following stages, which is really enouraging.

Today Jon was placed on "contact precautions" when the sputum cultured from his tracheostomy grew out a bacteria called acinetobacter. What this means for Jon is that he will remain on antibiotics and will likely not have a problem. What this means for visitors is that we all will have to wear those charming little yellow paper napkin gowns and latex gloves when visiting his room, until the infection is cleared. This bacterium is found widely on surfaces throughout places like hospitals, and should not be a problem to you unless you yourself are immunocompromised (have cancer, HIV, have had a transplant and are on medications to suppress your immune function, etc). And of course, don't forget to wash your hands when visiting the hospital.

Stay well-rested and enjoy the game for Jon, if you are watching...

Best,
Kristin

1/24/11
Greetings.  Jon had an eventful last 24 hours. Late yesterday he was transferred to a step-down unit, and then this afternoon to the rehab floor. This is good news!  It means he is expected to be able to participate in 3 hours of physical therapy a day. Wow!  What a change from the early ICU days! What this means for the rest of us is that morning times are no longer a great time to visit, unless you would like to go with him to physical therapy, which is fine. Afternoons he will likely be resting and recuperating from therapy, but in his room. Please continue to come see Jon but do be respectful of his need to rest if you come by and he is sleeping. Sitting by his bed and holding his hand or just being a calming, friendly presence when he opens his eyes seems to be appreciated by Jon. He continues to move between several states of wakefulness, and at his most alert he is asking questions (today he wanted to know what was happening with his accounts at work!) and expressing sponateous thought. For example, his sister Beth played him a sound recording of his daughters talking to him about their day, and he got teary-eyed and held Beth's hand and said, "Thank you for looking after my girls." At other times, however, he does not respond to speech and seems drowsy.

1/25/11
Hello, all.

Today was the first official day of rehab for Jon. It proceeded as days will for likely the next several weeks, with occupational, physical, speech, and activities of daily living therapists taking turns working with him, either at the bedside or in nearby rooms on the same floor.

One set back was that Jon's doctor seemed to think he needed Ativan as a prn med, and indeed his nurses gave it to him last night, leaving him rather groggy for his activity today. When asked how he felt around 1pm he said, "sleepy." I asked his nurses to get the doctor to rethink that and he has agreed to take it off the medlist. We learned out Ativan lessons back in the icu.... Unfortunately those didn't transfer with him. If he continues to be drowsy tomorrow the shunt may need reconsideration.

His physiatrist checked in with my parents this morning and predicted three weeks here before Jon can be discharged to another facility. He recommended an assisted living facility which specializes in rehabilitation, the closest one being in Bakersfield. He anticipated that Jon would need to be there three months.

This news came as a bit of a shock to many of us.  As Jon has progressed so well since "waking up" and looks like an entirely different person since his early days in the ICU, I think I for one was expecting the same degree of improvement each day. I have been saying this will be a long road for Jonny from the start... I think it's just starting to be clearer what that road will look like. Your prayers and cards and well wishes and visits are all so welcome, and needed. Keep 'em coming.

Love, Kristin
1/26/11
Well, folks, just two days into his stint on the rehab floor and Jonny pulled out his ROCKSTAR act! Those who have not had a chance to see him since the ICU would be amazed at the transformation. Jon looks like Jon again, complete with Adidas sweats and an Austin Powers impersonation for me tonight, which was the high point for me personally during his alert time.

The day started off slowly, with lots of drowsy and confused behavior, but at around 1:30 his personality started to emerge as well as his effort, and he actually walked for the physical therapist, with minimal help. He also was able, with some coaxing, to move himself in a wheelchair by "walking" it with his feet. All of that wiped him out and, as he had not slept well the night before, much of the afternoon was spent snoozing as well. There is still some question as to where all the diminished mental status comes from--lack of sleep? Seroquel? The subdural hygroma that was there a week ago? Or simply the result of having had a brain injury? In all likelihood all are contributing, though we have asked neurosurgery to reevaluate the need for a follow up CT scan. If the fluid (hygroma) there is increasing there may still be the need for a shunt.

Thanks to those who spent time with him even though he may have been too wiped out to engage (John, Mariah, Beth, Nathan, Barry, Dusty, Clarice, Courtney, Jackee and others I may have missed), and to those who brought jamba protein drinks (John) and baby holding arms (Courtney, Clarice, Beth, Sharon, Nathan).... I so appreciate you.

Sleep well, all. Tomorrow is another day, with more progress expected. Best, Kristin

1/27/11
Hello, dear friends and family of Jon.

Today was the most encouraging day, yet. Jon is doing so well that his therapists got him out of bed a second time to show off his progress to the attending physician as he passed unexpectedly through the unit this morning. His speech therapist told me she has to reassess him twice daily because he is moving forward so quickly. Go, Jon! Today he had his trach removed completely, walked independently, and when asked by his speech therapist to list words that start with "m," said, "mitochondria...mitosis," and on from there. He also was able to start to grasp the severity of what occurred, as evidenced by questions such as, incredulous,  "so, how long have I been here?" and "what's the turnaround time for this?"

He was much clearer today, as well, and by report had had a pretty restful night. He did end up getting another head CT scan, which showed persistence of the fluid there but no worsening, which is good. An x-ray of his right arm was done today, as there seems to be more swelling around his surgical site than expected. Results are still pending. At Jon's request I did acupuncture on the arm today, which took his pain down from a six out of ten to "no pain." Go, acupuncture!

So encouraging, all in all. Keep up the love, encouraging words, and texts/emails/facebook messages. I share them all with Jon, and he enjoys them.

Much love, Kristin

1/28/11
Dear friends and family,

Jon was amazing today! His personality is most definitely back.  He excelled at therapy, by Jackee's reports, had two long visits in the 6th floor "lobby" waiting room with a variety of friends and family, and wanted to read to me from Stephen Colbert's new book, I AM AMERICA (AND SO CAN YOU!). He read me the first page and chuckled through much of it. But the highlight of the day was most certainly the reunion with his girls, Becca and Ally, after almost three weeks of being in the hospital and unable to see them.

On the medical end of things, Jon's arm and jaw continue to heal, and it sounds like he may get some of the wiring in his jaw clipped in the next week, which will allow for a little more movement of his jaw and an upgrading of his diet to thicker, mashed potato consistency foods (right now he is on pureed liquids). He will still have some restriction of movement, with the larger wiring apparatus staying in for another 3-5 weeks. His nurses assure us that he can stop his overnight tube feedings through the PEG tube once he is able to drink everything they send up to him during the day. His trach is completely out and the skin there is healing.

Finally, Jon's awareness of his situation is becoming stronger, and he is starting to take stock of what has happened and the ramifications of the accident. Whereas yesterday he was asking for very little spontaneously, today he initiated conversations and often seemed to want a listener to "bear witness" to his thoughts about the accident, his missing his girls, his situation. He remains deeply moved by the outpouring of support and cards and emails that wish him well...please keep those coming. 

I am organizing a list of friends and family who are willing to commit to a 1-2 hour visit with Jon over the next couple of months. As of now, there is still the thought that he will need additional rehab in Bakersfield once he is discharged from Community. If you are interested, please let me know with an email including your name, phone number, email, and preferred date(s) and time(s) you would like to visit.

With love and gratitude,
Kristin

1/29/11
Greetings from the 6th floor "lobby."

Jon awoke this morning wanting "to walk," but since he has not been cleared yet by his doctors to roam freely unassisted, instead Jackee wheeled him in his chair down to the cafeteria, where they ate breakfast together. He then wanted to make a detour to the gift shop, where Jon purchased two stuffed animals for his girls. Ally and Becca paid him a visit later that morning, brought by Susan, and presented him with a get well Daddy gift basket they'd made, including sunflower seeds, baseball cards, a rubics cube, a star wars PEZ dispenser, and a book on coaching basketball, as well as several drawings the girls had made for him. It was a reunion enjoyed by all...especially the part when Jon made claws with his hands and monster face with his still-wired-shut grill! Terrifying. I might need to post that on his Facebook wall.

Because therapy is minimal on weekends, he had only brief sessions this morning but was an alert and active participant by Jackee's report. Luckily he had lots of human interaction to keep his brain rehabbing throughout the day, starting with Jackee in the morning, then Susan and the girls, followed by Beth, Kim Clague and myself with two babies in tow, and then high school friends Scott and Natalie who kept him busy for almost two hours reminiscing and working those neuronal synapses. It was no wonder that he crashed for about 3 hours at 4:30, utterly exhausted! Kim and I let him sleep while we got dinner, then rousted him up for another hour and a half hoping to tire him out before bed. His thinking in the latter part if the day was much more confused, which we attributed to exhaustion. For example, he recalled the events of the whole day until the nap, but after it was unable to tell me who he'd seen that morning or afternoon. This sort of thing is common with brain injuries and is greatly influenced by fatigue, which again speaks to the full--and highly therapeutic-- day Jon had.

One thing more that must be shared: Jon was complaining to Jackee this morning that her glasses--which usually work well for him--were not working. She asked if he wanted to use his own contacts instead, but he deferred, saying they were too much of a hassle. "Why don't I just take my contact out," says Jon. WHAT!?!?! And he proceeds to pop a contact from his left eye. Hello, contact! You may just hold the record for longest in-place contact. What's even funnier is what Jon said about his missing, right eye contact.

"That contact may have just saved my life."

As someone visiting said yesterday, Too bad your sense of humor hasn't come back yet, Jon.

Until tomorrow,
Kristin


1/30/11
I wanted to mention that Jon now has a memory book that his speech therapist has provided. After your visit with jon I encourage each of you to have jon tell you facts about the visit to be recorded in his book. Even small details like the time you arrived and general topics of discussion will aid in Jon's therapy and recovery. Each of the therapists will reference his book and ask him to recall the events of his day. Jon's therapy sessions only consume 4 hours of his day from Monday to Saturday so that leaves a ton of time for us to help log up and help them reflect on with him :) 

Have great visits! 

Jackee

On Jan 30, 2011, at 10:51 AM, Scott Miller wrote:

To anyone who hasn't visited Jon in the past few days- it's worth it.  Both in terms of the relief you will feel as a friend and for the value of the interaction toward Jon's recovery. 

In the couple of hours that Natalie and I spent with him yesterday, he was only mildly confused.  He kept the wisecracks coming in his typical style.  An example: when asked if it was OK to apply some homeopathic pain remedy to his arm, he replied "Yeah, but I'd be more comfortable if it was heteropathic."  I mean really.

On a more serious note, he many times (without prompting) talked about his desire to work hard at getting better as quickly as possible for his girls.  He repeated that the time he has missed and will continue to miss with them is the hardest part of his situation.  He also expressed his gratitude several times for our visit.

Like many of you, Natalie and I spent a long time after our first visit to Jon at the hospital in complete silence.  We were so shocked to see our friend in that condition that we didn’t even know what to say to to each other.  After spending time with him yesterday, we had the opposite reaction.  Jon's got a lot of work ahead of him, but he's back. 

Keep it up, Jon! 

Scott Miller

1/31/11
Hello.  Today's update will be brief as it is late and the writer is exhausted.

Despite Herculean efforts by overnight guest Josh, Jon did not sleep last night and was pretty much a zombie much of the day, though I can't speak for the hours between 2 and 5, when I ducked out for a nap. Tonight we try a new sleep med and a bed designed to restrain him, which I will bet money he's already figured out how to escape from. Thanks to sister Beth for a pre-sleep massage. And we will hope for the best. Good night, all. Please sleep, Jonny.

Love, Kristin




2/1//11
Happy Tuesday!

Jon did much better today, having slept a significant portion of the night with the med+bed plan. Yea, med+bed plan! He was still sleepy in between his various therapies but it was less like he was an overstimulated zombie and more like a groggy guy who has suffered a brain injury and needs his sleep. What a relief! Thanks to Rachel for the trazodone tip.

As is his routine, Jon spent a few hours scattered throughout the day in therapy. Friends Dan and Rod came by to watch him put together a 3D model motorcycle out of 60 punched out plywood pieces using only a picture of the finished product, and instructions in Chinese. Neither Dan, Rod, nor myself wagered we could have done it. What was also impressive was his concentration and focus. According to his ADL therapist, she is using all the most difficult of tasks they have here to challenge him. Way to go, Jon!

Jon had several nice naps troughout the day, punctuated by visits from many friends (Rod Scarry, Dan-sorry-I--forgot-your-last-name, Wes Threlkeld, Sharon and Maciej Kopacz, Jackee Lemke, his parents Brian and Linda, and his sisters Bethany and Kristin. Thank you also to LeAnn Yamate for your baby holding, ginger bars, and company.

Of note, there was a multidisciplinary meeting this morning regarding Jon's current and future plans; the outcome of that meeting will be presented to us tomorrow. Jon will also be assessed tomorrow morning by a representative from CNS, the rehab facility in Bakersfield, to which he will likely go next. We will keep you updated.

Until then,
Kristin

Thanks for the continued updates, Kris.

I am not sure if I responded yet to your requests for visitors when Jon moves to the rehab facility in Bakersfield. I will plan to go at least once a week - likely a weekday when I can leave after dropping kids at school and be back in time to pick them up - so a couple of hours in the 11 am - 1pm ish range. I will also be able to go on some Sundays.

Aunt Charlotte has also generously offered to house anyone who may need it while visiting Jon in her ginormous place. We will likely take her up on that on weekends too.

Hope to see you again this weekend... – Sarah


2/2/11
Hello to all those still following along with Jon on his journey.

Jon had a pretty full and exciting day. He was alert and awake much of the day and is continuing to wow his therapists with his progress. During one exercise this morning he cracked up the aide when she reminded him to "make right turns," meaning to turn his body at full right angles when navigating around several cones placed as obstacles. "Actually, this is a left turn," Jon had said..... And in fact, he was right! I mean, um, correct. His broken right arm continues to bother him during therapy but despite that he was able to use it along with his left to repel a balloon batted at him with a metal stick--all while balancing on a squishy plastic square.  He even could correctly answer Jackee that the motion was a "bunt," displaying an ability to multitask, which is often difficult or impossible after a brain injury. The fact that Jon is doing so well at this stage bodes extremely well for his recovery.

Also of note was that Jon was evaluated throughout all of his morning therapy activities by a woman from the Center for Neuro Skills in Bakersfield. (she, incidentally, placed him at a Rancho level 6) This is the rehab center 2 hours south of Fresno that has been recommended to us by Jon's doctors as the next step for him once he is able to leave the acute rehab floor at Community. My parents and I were able to spend some time asking questions of a liason from CNS as well, and will spend the day tomorrow visiting the center. If his insurance decides to cover it, CNS sounds like it will provide everything Jon needs in order to prepare himself to become independent in his life again, so we are hopeful this will happen. We may have a decision as soon as the end of this week. Keep your fingers crossed.

I should also mention that yesterday Jon's PEG tube was removed, meaning he is no longer carrying about any extraneous sites waiting to become infected. In the hospital setting, this is always a plus. The other news about his appearance is that Jackee gave him a shave and a haircut....rendering him much less Grizzly Adams and much more Jon Clague. Thank you, Jackee!! I know Becca, for one, appreciated that!

That's all for now, folks. Until tomorrow,
Kristin

2/3/11
Evening, all.

Today my parents and Aunt Charlotte and I toured the CNS facility in Bakersfield, where Jon will likely go once his insurance approves the plan for subacute rehab. The place was amazing, with 4-6 hours of structured rehab for brain injured patients a day, tailored specifically to each individual patient's abilities and needs. The philosophy of the center is that injured adults need to get back to their lives and interests, and trained staff are present to teach and encourage the patients but not to do for them, unless they absolutely can't do for themselves. The assumption is also that the brain is repairing itself, and progress is constantly assessed. Multidisciplinary meetings help all staff stay abreast of patients' programs and progress, so that programs are tailored frequently to meet their needs. If he goes there, Jon will live with one or more roommates in an apartment, with one staff supervisor who will be there overnight to manage any issues. He can receive mail and email, will have access to a computer with Wifi so he will be able to Skype with his girls, and will also have his cell phone, if we can get it working for him.

Back at the hospital, per Jackee's report, Jon had one of his best days yet! He was alert for and engaged in all of his therapy sessions, and could recall many details of each when questioned at the end of the day. He also seemed to remember today that he is in rehab for a "brain injury," details that up until today he has needed to be reminded of. So encouraging! He also has started to really laugh at all the things that usually make him laugh--great, heaving laughter that not even a wired jaw could deter. So satisfying to watch, and even better to laugh along with him.

Come by and try it! There may be only a few more days Jon is in Fresno, so if you are planning a visit, please take that into account.

All in all, a very encouraging day, with good things to come for Jon as he continues his important work and recovery.

Have a great night!
Kristin

2/4/11
Evening, all.

Today my parents and Aunt Charlotte and I toured the CNS facility in Bakersfield, where Jon will likely go once his insurance approves the plan for subacute rehab. The place was amazing, with 4-6 hours of structured rehab for brain injured patients a day, tailored specifically to each individual patient's abilities and needs. The philosophy of the center is that injured adults need to get back to their lives and interests, and trained staff are present to teach and encourage the patients but not to do for them, unless they absolutely can't do for themselves. The assumption is also that the brain is repairing itself, and progress is constantly assessed. Multidisciplinary meetings help all staff stay abreast of patients' programs and progress, so that programs are tailored frequently to meet their needs. If he goes there, Jon will live with one or more roommates in an apartment, with one staff supervisor who will be there overnight to manage any issues. He can receive mail and email, will have access to a computer with Wifi so he will be able to Skype with his girls, and will also have his cell phone, if we can get it working for him.

Back at the hospital, per Jackee's report, Jon had one of his best days yet! He was alert for and engaged in all of his therapy sessions, and could recall many details of each when questioned at the end of the day. He also seemed to remember today that he is in rehab for a "brain injury," details that up until today he has needed to be reminded of. So encouraging! He also has started to really laugh at all the things that usually make him laugh--great, heaving laughter that not even a wired jaw could deter. So satisfying to watch, and even better to laugh along with him.

Come by and try it! There may be only a few more days Jon is in Fresno, so if you are planning a visit, please take that into account.

All in all, a very encouraging day, with good things to come for Jon as he continues his important work and recovery.

Have a great night!
Kristin